It's getting easier to get through the day without thinking about Nick so much. I'm often distracted with
Dinners with family:
Cooking dates with new friends:
Recipe from The Smitten Kitchen
Reading/preparing for book clubs:
And lots and lots of knitting.
Progress on Snow White's Breakup Shawl:
Knitting dates with new friends:
This was his progress after about an hour. Look at that even garter stitch!
I've also gone on a whole slew of conventional dates with interesting men I have little interest in. Dating is hard, but I know I need to be single right now to focus on myself and the goals I want to accomplish in the coming months. One of those goals is definitely to meet a lot more people here in LA and develop a nice social circle. Can't do that if I don't put myself out there and at least try.
I get my bar results on Friday afternoon at 6pm. Those results will determine the next 6 months of my life... whether I can start looking for jobs or whether I have to sit down, study and take the exam again. At this point, I just want to know the results, either way. The waiting game is just awful.